banana pancakes

i feel like i have finally gotten enough sleep, and maan is that ever a goood feeling! hadn't been home in three days, and i didnt realize just how much i missed my bed until i was in it! however, itss not going to last, because i already have plans for tomorrow night, (cooking lesson, woohoo, tacos here i come!), but thats okay, i like my crazy life :)

well, most parts of it anyways,
i love the spontaneity or my life, and the crazy, random nights, but i do wish things were a little more stable in the job department. i've has like five jobs in the six months i've lived here, simply because i am so bored by them all. i want a job that captures my attention, that challenges me, and that actually engages my brain a little bit, and so far, a movie theatre, a card shop, a shoe store, and a clothing place have not really done that, but hopefully bootlegger will prove itself worthy, because i loved it in williams lake, and i start tomorrow. the problem is, i feel like maybe i wont get a job i actually like and that challenges me until i go to school and actually get some sort of degree/qualification.... but i dont know what to go to school for, and i really cant afford to spend money on random courses that will most likely turn out to be a waste of time when i finally do figure out what i want to do with my life. i think i have changed sooo much since i moved here, i dont even know what i want whatsoever.

i'm off to williams lake wednesday morning and i am sooooo excited! i simply cannot wait, i havent been back since christmas and i miss everyone soo much!

ps: i am on such a jack johnson kick!
♪ can't you see that it's just rainin, there ain't no need to go outside ♪